blah.... blah.... and blah!

I dunno.... the day started out kind of interesting and fun in some ways.... but as the day went on I felt less and less happy... no real apparent reason why... the weird thing is that this morning I was really sick and as time went on I felt better physically but worse emotionally....

maybe it's true.... maybe I am pregnant... they sent me for an ultrasound and now I have morning sickness... maybe the doctors REALLY aren't telling me something.

Just trying to keep smiling.... I guess I need to just hope for something to do this weekend and get my mind off of everything.