"I want to be friends with you and I don't know why"

When a friend of yours tells you that, how are you supposed to take it? This week seems to have gotten worse as it went on.... the primary reason is most likely that I am physically feeling more and more sick. Being sick is something I'm somewhat used to but the thing that's really bugging me is being alone and being sick.... and I guess the fact that I'm alone is causing me to panic a little more than I should.

I'm hoping for a better weekend than I had week.... but for now I need to get myself to bed and hopefully this physical pain will go away.