Wow.... lots going on in my head right now.... Maybe I'll blog a bit about it in a little bit.... Just got out of seeing a movie: "The Lady in the Water" ... It got some of the worst reviews ever and I tried to talk myself out of going to see it, but I did anyway.... and I am soooo glad I did.... never thought I would see alot of my life revealed to me.... and actually, realize that one of the worlds... well, actually, THE worlds biggest problem is the lack of the ability to live life and to imagine the possible instead of seeing the impossible.

I have a purpose whether I see it or not...and through my life, I may have seen and may still see my purpose as being something that isnt even my real purpose. Its not about where I am or where I will be or where I was.... Its about what God has in store and its about following what it is and that is something that can be done without even knowing it. Things come into our lives and out of our lives and most of the time, it makes no sense at all.... but what we need to do is live our life... we need to quite getting tied up in what HAS to be done or what our next project is sometimes.... Maybe your purpose is at home with your family or its with your friends instead of at the office? No one stops to think about that. Being better than everyone else is more important than our own happiness. What got us this way? Why are humans so distracted from what life is.... why can't we live our lives to be happy instead of living our lives to be succesful? Why do we want "the best" for our children and think that the answer to that is them being a doctor or a lawyer? What if the best for our children is for them to be a garbage man and live one of the happiest lives ever? Its not about bragging.... God created us all in His own image -- the redundant thing that is said is that we are all created equal. If we are all in God's image, then we are equal, arent we?