Someday I'll learn...... :(
Today was the first day in probably 6 months that I had my hopes up... I had something to look forward to... something really awesome. I finally had a friend that wanted to hang out with me.....
But, of course, I just got an email saying she can't make it now.... Why is this the story of my life.... Why is it one heartache after another? People tell me I need to look forward to the good things but everytime I do, I get absolutely crushed.... and it doesnt matter who is involved.... a good friend, a girl friend, a guy friend, an enemy... If I look forward to something good happening, it falls apart.
I'm in alot of emotional pain again.... Maybe I'll go see a movie to keep my mind off of junk.