Well.... I snapped out of my whole crushed heart feeling.... That occured about the time that I opened the packaged that arrived for me today: My Mac!!!! I got a Mac Mini and I'm playing with it now.... Its so beautiful.... I cant believe I'm writing such stuff but, yea, Apple is great stuff!
Now to learn how to use it :) I've been stuck in Windows land way too long. The good thing is that OSX Tiger is built on top of BSD so its a complete UNIX backend, which is something I am familar with.