So today wasnt that bad of a day... I got to drive around in my sammy for a while and I stopped out at Pizza Hut.... I did find out today that I wont get to see Eli this time up here.... I really wish I could have since his birthday is coming up... I hope he knows how much I try to see him tho. I really can't understand how some fathers want nothing to do with their kids.... Eli isnt even my son and it hurts not to be able to see him much....

Hopefully everything tomorrow will be ok despite that. Have a great memorial day!