Some things I am just meant to deal with on my own I guess..... If I would learn to keep my mouth shut about some things I probably would be better off...... I tried to open up and get some support on something I think I am dealing with but I shouldnt have..... so I either gotta deal with this all on my own or I gotta just forget about it..... The worst thing is.... now I am questioning my own beliefs......

..... I thought I left the tears alone last night.... but they're back..... they are all I have in this.... my tears.... no one to talk to about it..... cant say anything here... cant say anything to anyone..... im all alone.... just me and my tears.....

Gosh darnit.... I hope I dont end up crying at work again tonight :(