Monday, November 22, 2004

I dont feel so hot this morning.... yesterday the depression was really getting to me physically.... but im wondering today if its more depression, if its the results of such a heavy depression yesterday, or if Im really getting sick and thats why ive been so depressed. I really wish I could just crawl back in bed.... but I need to get up and get going. I pray for something happy today... I could use it.


spot said...

I worked with you a long time ago. Back then, even though you were depressed it still seemed like you had hope. Now you sound like you're ready to give up. The more you think about bad things, the more depressed you will become. And as far as Tiff goes, I don't think that you should involve yourself in that situation again. In my opinion, I think that she uses you. You have a good heart and people like to take advantage of that even if they don't ultimately mean to. There are people that truly care about you and your well-being.

Soulfyre said...

Just posting to let you know I was thinking about you and praying for you. Drop a line when you get a chance. Don't be a stranger. Even in your darkest of times God provides...though sometimes in our hurt we don't feel or see it. God's grace and provision have been overwhelming to me, and he has carried me through times of great depression and loneliness. I did not perceive his grace in my own timing, but in his.

Write me if you get a chance, brother, for you have much good to share.