I'm really feeling down right now. I could use something happy right now.... But just knowing that now I face another weekend of complete loneliness...... Its so hard.

So effective today, I am on call this weekend. So that's why I can't go to PA. I was looking forward to going... Not to mention I had tons of stuff scheduled that I had to cancel.... And I was really looking forward to working on my sammy..... But such is life when your a dedicated employee.

Here's hoping for something fun this weekend...... But I'm not gonna get my hopes up.... Especially not for this weekend...... Two things fell through now.

Anyone wanna come visit?