I just had a really cool talk with Steve..... but the amazing thing is God let His peace fall on me instantly again.... just seconds before Steve called.

For now, I really do just need to wash my hands of Tiff. The issues that occured mainly were because I just loved her too much... and I think that she would even agree with that. I wanted her dreams to come true for her so bad that I just screwed things up.... Honestly... I do just totally love her... and I always will.... But until she changes some things, there isnt a damn thing I can do....

I was told to do some research on "co-dependancy" or something like that.... so I'm gonna look into it.... I'm sure it will help..... I like researching stuff like that.

God really did just let His peace fall on me again. The way He has been doing that is really amazing. I've never experienced anything like it.

Thanks everyone, for your prayers.