Monday, February 14, 2005

I got a Valentine's day card in the mail today :) (Thanks Beth)

God speaks in some amazing ways.... This day has... well, lets just say it's not been the best..... and i was really down.... and I brought others down with me.... it was just not a good day....

anyway, I went to McDonald's to grab something to eat.... I got my food and sat down at a table and noticed they had roses on all the tables.... I found myself getting really ticked off.... thinking I should have just stayed in my apartment the whole day..... either way I just started eating my food and trying to get over with this day.... then 2 booths away from me was this little girl sitting in a high chair.... after sitting there for about 5 mins she just stared at me with this look on her face.... just like..... it was like saying "I see your hurting but its gonna be ok" ... it just really started hitting me.... and she kept looking... this face she had on... it was just so.... it just hit me..... and I started thinking of all the wonderful things in my life.... the fact that I have Tiff and that I do have her love... even tho things arent exactly where I need them to be, I at least know they are coming.... and that really is more than some people have..... so I just kept thinking about this and I looked up a little while later and she was looking at me again only this time when I looked at her she smiled.... she smiled such a reassuring smile.... she just looked at me and smiled.... and I smiled back.... I left McDonald's with the biggest smile on my face that I've had in a long time.... I came home and called Tiff and told her how much I loved her.... how much she meant to me..... things will be ok.... God is taking care of everything!

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