Tanya and I broke up tonight...... at the end, it ended mutually. It was REALLY ugly for a while. Lots of things happened.... one thing that was under it was me incredibly missing Tiff again..... I just need to sort things out because its not fair to tanya.... there were some major issues tho.... Tanya and I are friends.... and I will see Eli..... so im ok.... I think she's ok... we are both hurt but we're both headed in the right direction. Now I have to figure out where I need to go in life.... first back to the Lord..... but then do I need to go back to someone else? Time and prayer will tell.