Date me and get a free phone.....

Well, thats at least what they told me I should run in my personal ad. I still dont know what to do with that cell phone.... we'll figure it out.

"Happy Birthday, Bob. Tiff is here to see you. She wants to be with you forever. She will not hurt you again, and she's got this special day all planned out for you" -- Ok, so yea.... it's VERY wishful thinking.... in about a week, I guess I would like to hear that....

Reality tho.... I dont think Tiff wants me back. She left all of this go way to easily.... if she was able to let go of me that easily, there is no way she would want me back.

Would I take her back? I know, I know..... but the answer is... yes...... I love her that much... I love her so much that I would risk being hurt again. HOWEVER... if... and I say IF it does come to that.... there will be some MAJOR demands that I make.... if she loves me, she'll want to follow them. Honestly tho, I'm preparing myself for that to never happen. She wont want to come back..... if she does she wont make the move.... and if she does make the move, she wont want to work with me on my demands.... therefore, I will continue to date other girls like I have been....

Why am I writing this now? I gotta get up at 5:30am.... and I cant sleep..... but yet im tired! *sigh*