One of the hardest things for me to deal with is never having anything to look forward to besides work or doing some project for someone who could care less what happens to me as long as I do what they need done. Every now and then something comes up to look forward to. Tonight was one of those nights and here I am more depressed than if I didn't have anything to look forward to. See, the thing is, what you look forward to has to actually happen or you just get let down. That's what happened tonight... Its actually what happens most of the time for me. We need to have hope to be able to live but if everything you hope for never comes to be then its easier on you emotionally to just not hope... But this is where it really sucks: the human mind can't survive without hope.

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I dont think there are many feelings worse than knowing that no matter what you do, it will never be right.

I can't understand how I can miss someone that I haven't talked to in months and only spent one day with. Sometimes it still kills me :(
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Ashburn Village Animal Hospital gets an awesome review from me!

I took Cracker to see Dr. Steven Velling today at Ashburn Village Animal Hospital (www.ashburnanimals.com) and he was extremely thorough in checking her out and really went in depth to explain a few things I didnt know as well as give me some first aid tips in case Cracker and Lisa ever got into a fight. Aside from the professional side of things, we was an extremely nice guy and really easy to talk to. He took the time to get Cracker used to him before he even started any of the exam.

So, the result is that Cracker is a very healthy bird. He noticed her chemistry was very slightly off but he said that is probably going to be corrected since I had already changed her to a very good diet. We'll go back for a check up next month and make sure things are falling back into place.

My new pet, "Cracker"




Someone brought her into the pet store a while ago because she was lonely and plucking out her feathers. Chances are many of those feathers will not grow back and no one really showed much of an interest in her. At the store, however, I was the only person that Cracker consistently would go to and be ok with so it just seemed natural that I needed to take her home. I had Lisa's old cage so all I really had to buy was some perches and such. Lisa isnt all that happy but I think in the long run they will get used to chatting with each other through the day when I'm at work which should ultimately be better for both of them. Cracker does say a few words which is kind of cool and while she is an aggressive bird, she is also very sweet.

We'll see how the next few days go :)

Pet Food Contamination Solved

This is one freaking scary article. Sadly, to all the people who have begun making their own pet food may really not be solving much since the problem may affect human foods as well. While there is no concern of a human eating the "contamination" the same foods may still affect pets as well.

And tonight's WTF is.....

Student Arrested for Making Videogame Map of School

I guess the whole country's public school system hadn't made a bone headed move during this week so they collectively agreed that it was Texas' turn.

Honestly... come on!

Back in 1999 when Adam and I first went to Orlando for our auditions at Disney World, we were up late one night watching TV and ran across this infomercial for a local auto dealership. By far, it was the most pathetic commercial that we had ever seen... yet, we just could not stop watching. It certainly made the point that the most off the wall thing can stick in your head forever..... and I guess "The Family Man" served his purpose of getting people to know about Family Auto Mart. Ironically enough, this was done before "Family Guy" was on the air and it's scary that there is some resemblance.

At any rate, I ran across a youtube clip of some of one of these commercials/shows and I thought I would pass the mind numbing fun along.