Some might say this is the day that kicks off my birthday week.... but i dont like that idea because i dont want this being the tone of the week.... we'll say it starts tomorrow. in some ways i want to write what happened but just like the day before tiff's graduation, i just want to never think about again. honestly tho the biggest reason is ive just learned that if i hide my pain from others its alot easier on everyone.

Why does trust have to be so hard?